在“妙速5厘米”里，记得贵树有一段对白这样说道：“就算发了一千条短信，我们心与心之间的距离只接近了一厘米。”

最终他并没有选择与第三话出现的女孩在一起，因为三年来，他们的心只接近了一厘米。

when in childhood,millions of what you "should" do are told as a discipline by grand- and parents、teachers and peaple standing at an elder age.In fact,in China,it always comes to a "must",not only a "should".Having a characteristic of "good kid" in adults' eye,i followed out in accordance with all they want me to do.Due to this,the desires of my own have been stripped of from my every sensitive skin.The childhood had been kind of blank until i was cazy about TV-game in junior high school,continued in senior .That's the most wonderful moment i've ever had.Untill now,i can still feel it from my memory.That's the one and only hobby i have during the childhood.I devoted all my time to be an exellent gamer.i had no idea why i was able to be involved in a thing crazily like before.Only and lonely,i remebered the day back to the vacation after "gaokao",i hardly felt myself. In the view of mirror,i saw a cell with no ghost.

-"Who am i?" kept asking myself

this voice followed behind me even when i forwarded my first step into JiNan University.In the contact with people around the country,i merely lost myself. Being aware of How excellent they are just accumulated the hate for  inability within myself. 

Happy for who i am,the optimistic view of life,I didn't sink into the ocean where various uncertain elements lived.

I chosed the way of my own from the voice deep down inside my heart.

 

No matter how stony it is,

grib your faith,

take up your gears,

step on the road,

simply

with passion and peace.

 

one million of life styles you will see

 

 

 

-=sit in the sun=-

 

The pale blue light along the coast
Is one of those I miss the most
There was that day
You touched my hair
And said, my love, it’s so unfair
It’s too late to sit in the sun
And lately we’ve just begun
Oh it’s too late to tell everyone
But lately we’ve just begun
The one thin light that drove the peer
Seems very far when you are here
There was that day
You took my hand
And said, my love, that’s where it ends
It’s too late to sit in the sun
And lately we’ve just begun
Oh it’s too late to tell everyone
But lately we’ve just begun

It’s too late to sit in the sun
And lately we’ve just begun
Oh it’s too late to tell everyone
But lately we’ve just begun
The pale blue light along the coast
It means the one
I like the most
There was that day
You touched my hair
And said, my love, it’s so unfair

人与人之间的相处实在是个大学问，太了解会变成负担，不了解又只能瞎想。

 

于是乎，昨天晚上热狗阿伯问帮主：“帮主你觉得有了解你的女性然后又愿意跟你在一起么？”

                             帮主却答：“我不知道。”

                             帮主继续：“前提是要有了解我的女性啊。”

       此前， 热狗阿伯曾经问帮主：“原来人与人之间的相处是这么难的，你又是怎么处理呢？”

                               帮主答：“我的选择你一定不会接受。”

                             帮主继续：“将自己与人群隔离开来。”

                          热狗阿伯答：“。。。。。我就知道了。”

 

他还能结婚么？

 

让人向往而不行动的歌曲：one more time,one more chance

顿时感觉到情怀是多么的重要啊。

没有什么原因，最近习惯性地想性格这问题，好比无聊的时候想酷酷地抽跟烟，感叹一下世事无常。（虽然我不抽烟^_^）

 

对于先天性的性格根本没有谈论性，这种东西就算你把它扔到大海里去，它也会想影子一般，太阳公公一出来，又跟着你屁股走了，所以

还是说后天性的性格吧

想性格是怎么练成的，本伪人认为离不开两种元素，一种大概叫"年轻",一种应该叫"成熟"。形象的说，将人的性格特征用一张八卦图状的渔网表示，八个点（多少个点就自己想吧，在这里，本伪人只是随便举例而已^_^)分别用来表示人格中几个突出的特征，分布在渔网的角落上。往不同的角落走就会形成不同的性格，然后再将八个角落的性格特征综合起来，就是人个体的差异性了。

如果要讲性格是怎么练成的，估计这辈子也参透不完，范围太大，用GD话来说：讲多就错多啊。

所以本伪人只是侃侃而谈。

“年轻”是让人勇于迈步向前的元素，渔网SIZE的大小几乎就靠这段时期来决定，年轻的时候你走得越多，走得越前，你到达角落的可能性就越大，“年轻”的时候没有迈步是一件很可惜的事情，因为渔网的容量就那么大了，以后怎么捕鱼啊（本人就是一个活生生的例子T_T),然而硬往一个方向拼命的走也是一件很危险的事情，因为渔网的密度不均匀，以后捕鱼的时候会漏鱼咯，而且渔网的承受能力将大打折扣，破网了就血本无归了。在这里告诉还年轻的人：“赶紧撑大你的渔网啊！”当然，要合理地撑。

“成熟”是一个治愈的元素，同时也是惰性的元素。“年轻”把渔网打造出来后，就会交给“成熟”做质量检查，“成熟”拿出剪刀、磨刀等工具，把太锐利的棱角磨平，把不可修补的网条剪掉，完善后就是PASSED的渔网，可以直接放海捕鱼，只是渔网必定比原来小，范围已经被绑定，很难再改变。

 

若能够控制好“年轻”和“成熟”这两种元素，你的人生将十分精彩。

 

     因为修手机的原因，这两天来，都要中途下班车，冒着滂沱大雨，撑着一把漏水的伞，小步前往不近不远的车站，期盼着89路车的到来。

雨水打在地上的声音韵律味十足，令我不知不觉也唱起歌来，自己果然是伪文艺青年啊^_^,唱的时候还把雨伞打开，虚假遮掩着已经淋湿了的双腿，然而好不容易来的兴致很容易就被路人打断，过路人的目光似乎在说：“小样，把雨伞拿开好不！”唱得太忘形了，以至于连坐车都忘记了，瀑布汗。。。。原来89停站的地方在前面啊，害我等了半个小时。。。。再次瀑布汗

     在回程的时候，我想起了她，下雨天会让她心情不好，恩。。。。。

发现购书中心四楼NEW PAGE是睡觉的好地方，推荐各位去试一下：里面有喜欢的英文书，昏黄的灯光，过路人踏在木质软地板上发出的吱吱声响，宜人心扉的曲调，偶尔出现的低声细语，抱着一本喜欢的读物在这样的环境下睡觉是件很幸福的事情哪，可以忘掉一切。

PS：千万不要坐在pillow上，不然绝对会被嘈醒哦。

 

 看到徐思远同学的BLOG里面写着这样的一句话：

先让我在这里解释一下，上面所提到的三个人物，世界、言叶和诚是来自SCHOOL DAYS里面的两个女主人公和男主角，渣诚的意思是人渣的诚，为什么叫渣诚呢？再次引用徐思远同学的话：

当自己把SCHOOL DAYS看完之后，我想把句子改造一下：

 

 

 

 

下班回家的路上赌了两个半小时的车，真郁闷得很的时候，忽然间！！！！真的是忽然之间啊，那个令我心动的歌声，再一次进入我的耳廉，那个叫感动啊～～～T_T(本来想引用徐思远先生发给我的那个痛苦表情，不过太麻烦了）

后来一问旁边的WINNIE,才知道那首歌的名字是because i love you.大半年前感动我的歌声，在星海义工回校的时候，学音乐的小师妹哼出来的这首歌：love you~~~~~love you~~~~~~ ，说实话，那时候确实被她的声音感动了，自己也会不自觉的哼。想不到今天又被感动了一遍，自己果然有强烈的声音癖啊，哈，哈哈，哈哈哈～～ 

今日同远在智利的表妹聊了天，同她讲左上一段恋情的事情，果然是女人比较了解女人，她一下子就将问题稳出来了，吴使几个问题，她就话呢个系表哥你吴岩了，因为你的行为一定会令到女朋友认为你系不爱她的，女人对呢样野好在乎。我心里面林，早知道就早D同妹妹多多倾计，就吴使事情搞到甘。恩，昨晚也同琦琦聊了很久，发觉自己应该放手了，也了解到她的林法：原来她对我已经有防范之心了，点样可以再系一起呢。看来自己要调整一下了，作为朋友，我还需要时间啊。

表妹给了我很多的鼓励，真的感谢她啊！

原来有些东西，距离不会成为障碍的。

放下沉重的东西，过新生活吧。

重现在开始

   after  broke up with KiKi,i thought so many things and keep crying only with tears in conditions i can't control. 

i regreted ending up our relationship,and wanted to be with her again.But this time,she had a clear voice that it's impossible for us together again because she felt so tired and wanted to move on. Due to the influence of her calm,i stayed low to think what i was supposed to do in this case. Backwards,from the memory,though our relationship didn't last long,it represented that we've been through so many things together.All kind of tastes from the memory came to me and suddenly i started to focus on how she felt and i knew which way i should choose to move forward.Too many things loading on her shoulder made her not breathe easily.i've put too much pressure on her. i'm in the wrong way to love someone. And now it's time for me to take it back to the beginning.

 

I am and will treat you with peace.

 

Let me kiss your hand as a symble of guilt

On the way to see you off with my bare feet through the stony ground

Validate the faith of love

Enjoyment seeping through my heart

Your pureness as a sight of sword  

Oppose against monster deep down inside my heart

Upper hand of goodness makes me a knight

what if infant in a basket flowing along with river,

people cut their courage off and the hero comes.

 

what if golden ring flowing along with river,

human release their interior power and the monsters come under silent moon .

 

what if farers swimming along with river,

all of them create pleasure and the guard comes.

 

what if you suffering along with river,

I devote my heart in a trade to god and the heartless leaves

 

what if i suffering along with river,

.............................................................................